it has been quite a while

today i took my SAT's it was alrightttt LOL then was stuck for 20 minutes in the damn parking lot trying to get out -_____-'' i couldn't go hang with the girls cause my mom just got out of the hospital so i had to go home and help out. oh yeah did i tell you guys i got my license?! :D i know right..about time.. LOL random thought im craving for some dr. pepper right now mmmmmmmm. so anyways then i had to go to the market and drop off my moms prescription..and i had to take my grandma with me -_-'' SHE PANICS like no freekin other when im driving and i drive freekin slow just for HER! so annoyings sigh then went back home got my mom her food and what not, and at 3:30 i had to go back to walgreens to go pick up her prescription. today was the most driving i have ever done in a day LOL and drivings not that great might i add. i mean yeahh freedom and what not but like i have to spend my money on gas :( and i actually like it a lot more when im being driven. Then around 5ish raymond came to pick me up and we went to west mall so he can find his raglan sweater at old navy but they didn't have it. we then went to south coast where we went to american apparel and he got me a nice top and a green fleece jacket :D THANKS BABY :))))))))))) ahhah that seriously made my day no jokeeee. then we went to old navy in that area where theres nordrstrom rack and what not. there wasn't any in his sizee so we then went to best buy cause i wanted to buy that plug in thing you put in your car with your ipod..know what i mean? anyways if you find any that's like $20 or cheaper TELL ME :) we played with the photo booth on the mac comp which was so funnss for at least 30 mins and left. we headed to maes and i ate my yummy classic burgerrr and at in n out there was a party for weird people..literally. these people were dressed in costumes and were hanging out in the outside area. elicia and jonathan came to visit.awkward moment...LOL with jonathan and raymond. not much for raymond but yeah ahahah but yessssssss good day i guess. tomorrow i gotta to go school at 1 to help decorate for homecoming weeek. sigh should i go to homecoming?

:(

sigh i is the sad girlz

tuesday

i need to clean my mirror sigh

raymond..im gonna get you back!

09.19.09

it was finally saturday! couldn't have been any happier :D woke up did my chores, laundry and what not. around 3:30 raymond came to pick me up and we headed down to costa mesa to american apparel and south coast mall. i FINALLY, after 8 long months, yes 8 months, as long as we have been going out, i got my cardigan :D LOLL i dont know what took me so long.. but whatever i gotz it and i am very content. raymond was gonna get an oxford light blue long sleeve flannel but..theyre system wasn't working to accept gift cards. we headed to south coast mall and he bought a sweater thing from Gap with his giftcard and ended up paying only 3 bucks. LOL we were at sears and we were walking pass the kids section to head to the outside of the mall, and we both saw this brown trench coat for kids. andddddd of course raymond would be like " hey this is tight!" and he tries it on and he fits a kids size s...6-8 meaning the jacket is for kids ages 6-8 -___- LOLLL not gonna lie it looked prettty cooolz and his plan is to come back and buy it ahhahha we headed to trangs, angelas, and phillys bday thing at todai. pretty chillzz and afterwards headed up to irvine for turtle rockz. so many damn steps omg...i was TIREDz but it was a nice view and pretty fun. except for the fobs... LOL sigh and now today is sunday..hwk day..gayyy and i need to start on my college ap shiznatz. SIGH

yeee same exact color :D

raymonds birthday :D

on friday narls and minzi helped me set up the scavenger hunt for raymond for his surprise birthday party :) even though he knew, it was pretty fun and my favorite part would have to be sending him to rubios. i gave the manager a big picture of him that says ~thuglife~ and a note, andd i bought him a fish taco too. afterwards we just went back to my house where we hung out.

saturday:
my mother woke me up at like 7 to watch jeremy-__- which i fell asleep and she made me get ready to go to temple caues there was some festival. i helped out there from 9 till like 3:30 so tireddzzzzzz. afterwards my auntie mirelle took me home where i got ready and around 5:30 ray came to pick me up. then we headed to go pick up viet and vy. then we went to charter house with his parents down in dana point to go eat. it was pretty fun and the view was beautiful i must say :) we did graffitti light, which was so coolz B] did that for an hour and we headed to irvine for yogurtland..but we didnt get any LOL and we did more graffitti light! LMFAOO so coolzzzzzzz damnnzzz. but yes overall it was a good night and pretty fun :) happpy 18th nub of mine <3


with the birthday boy :)

LOL not readyy

the whole gang :D

first day of senior year

today was the first day of senior year, but yet i still feel like a junior and everything is the same except for the new faces and rules at schools. woke up at 6 and lagged for another 10 minutes cause i had to get to school early to hand out official schedules. sigh so cold this morning at 6, im use to waking up with the warmth of the sun beating on me :( got to school made posters and what not and got the set up ready. and yet..my schedule is messed up again! wtfux i want a zero period so i can get out at 5th! i dont wanna stay till 6th per...GAY -__- but i guess my classes are alright so far. berrier was chill, funny dude. dance was w/e and those freshmens are calling for a beatdown x_x civics was funnny, asb is eh, mai was chill i guess, and enviro was borings LOLL afterwards ray picked me up and we went shoppings. went to the big forever 21 which is filled with mexicans -_- he tried looknig for his flannel thing but they didnt have it. i bought a black trench coat and the dumb mexican girl forgot to take off the alarm -___________- then we just went back to my house and chilled, went to weinershitnzel for dinnerz and it was a cool day i guess you can say :) my boyfriend is weird..LOL words cannot explain <3 :D




first day of school oufit LOL
pacsun
coach
toms
gay asb polo




sigh nub mexican forgot to take out my censor -_-

LOL my darling :D




yeeeeeeeeeeeee

school tomorrow D:

sigh..so everyone has been talking about SCHOOL.its tomorrow. fml im not sure why im not excited though "/ usually im always excited for first day of school but for some odd reason im dreading it. i basically didn't do anything today. i did a lot of my hwk and i only need 3 more sections to go and im done :D then i need to sparknote everything since i didnt really read those two books. my mother went to go get my phone today..and i did not get my sidekick :( instead i got the nokia e63 which is like fine i guess but sigh i wanted the sk so badz. LOL and i was being a booger not gonna liezz. yeah..pretty boring day for the last day of summer :( school tmr damnz gotta get my pencils and stuff ready !

one more day till school D:

went to asb this morning at like 6, and again another bitch fit LULz dont hate. im known as bitch in asb, and idgaffff <^> then got home at like 8:30, checked my farm and went back to sleep till 1! woke up and went on the internet and around 5 i had to go get my secret stash :D and market. got home watched melrose place, so gooodz :) damn intenseeee. andddd yeah sigh gotta get back to my hwk :( video of the day!


school countdown :1 day :(((

8 months!

today was our 8 months :D what a long journey this has been LOL so ray came over around 1 and we just hung out at my house farming and what not till 5 when i didn't have to babysit jeremy anymore. he took a ghost picture and it was sooo cooolzz. we decided to go to bella terra cause i want my TOMS from HSS and was hoping they would still be on sale...but no :( LOL still got them anyways and im REALLY happy that i finally got themmm! then having the dilemma that we always have..we didn't know what to do next.. since there was nothing to doz we went to barnes and nobles and hung out there for a while, sex books, took pics of my cool tomz and then decided to go out. saw 500 dayz of summer which is my favorite movie as of now :) "darling, i dont know how to say this, but, theres a chinese family in our bathroom" LMFAOOOOO before that we went to johnny rockets and jamba juice where we put the food in my purse to sneak it in, so coolz B] we ended around 9:20 and just went back to my house where we took pics and it was a goood night :)
couldn't have been any better <3





i finally got my toms i wanted!


the time traveling couple what!?

why am i so cool?!



LOL i was bored while he was playing farmville

obey
h&m
forever 21
toms
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

school countdown: 2 dayz :((((

summer is almost over :(

sighhhhhhh this summer has gone by way too fast and i can say i am very very upset. im upset to the point where im gonna cry LOL. so from monday to thursday i went to school from like 7-4 and some times moree -_-'' sigh it was never like this last yearr so GAY! yeah i admit i was being a bitch most of the time cause people need to get their shit straight, leaders on campus my ass, puhhhleazzeeeeeee. but i gotta admit there were some good times too, so its whateverzzzz. i have to go back on tuesday early in the morning for some papparrazzi shit i dont recall..like no one did and patterson was tripping out on it or something.. so idk. shes trippin. school starts in like fckin 5 dayzzz D: omggg LOL i dont wanna go back at alllllllllll! like at all. they effed up on my schdeule so imhoping that i get the right one. did not finihs my ap hwk yet x_x sighzorsssssssssss. so if you guys didnt know, i do not have cell phone anymore, hence i do not text or call you back :( but no worries im getting one on tuesday hopefully. and hopefully a sk! yeeeeeeeee! i guess this summer has been a good one, better than my others with its ups and downs. i can say i changed a lot but in a way its for the better :)
lets see this year i got closer with elicia :) we barely see each other and we met at tutoring but we got A LOT closer and shes a wonderufl friend no doubt :) she actually came to visit me and i was glad she did cause i really did miss her <3 we talk like everyday but recently since i have no phone, she cant bother me everyday with texts anymore :D LOLLL but i know once i get my phone, the magic will happen again ahahahah
8 months on monday! :) didnt really think i would make it this far but i did :) lots of stuff happened but im glad we went through all of that and became stronger than ever. cant reallly describe how our relationship is,but its really good and i couldnt' have asked for a better boyfrienddd foreallllllzzzz :D

school countdown: 5 days :(

eww its e LIC ia (8:05:46 PM): go blog...... eww its e LIC ia (8:05:47 PM): 20 THINGS eww its e LIC ia (8:05:49 PM): I LOVE ABOUT ELICIA

1. i can tell her ANYTHING
2. she's funny :)
3. she likes the black boiz
4. i met her at tutoring
5. she knows ALL my secrets
6. ban bop chien is our meal <3
7. shes my ET
8. she bothers me 24/7
9. we talk EVERYDAY
10. her bf is kobe bryant
11. she knows my other side LMFAO
12. she's got my back in any problem
13. she defends me :D
14. she gives me advice when i really need it
15. we both love aaden and leah!
16. she says she loves me at least like 20 times a day
17. she came to visit me!
18. we tell each other when we need to shit
19. shes my bff :)
20. i cant ask for anyone better to share my life with :D

FAG FAG FAG

kevin, you are a fag. there are so many things i can possibly say to your face, but i just can't seem to make myself to do so. but i swear if you say nasty shit again that makes me want to throw up, i definitely will. okay first off lets see what makes me so pissed off when i see you.

1.) your hair is like..DISGUSTING, its split in the middle like a fag.
2.) your shirt is too small for you
3.) you wear running shoes as your regular shoes
4.) your pants are ugly, like your face
5.) you have ugly teeth
6.) youre a pervert
7.) everytime you say "em " to my mom, i want to throw up
8.) you brag you have 3 iphones and yet you use a razor
9.) you said you worked as an executive person for the dmv..but no you work as one of the lower branches..wow fag you just downgraded
10.) you drive an ugly car
11.) dont try and make small talk to me cause its just awkward
12.) by wearing hollister and a&f tees, its not gonna make you any cooler or hip
13.) youre ugly
14.) youre a pussy
15.) douchebag
16.) you have a kid, go take care of it
17.) brush your teeth
18.) you text my mom secrets when im sitting right there, be a man, idgaf what you guys say
19. be mature
20.) go through puberty

and i guarantee every time i see you, im gonna be a bitch, say im hungry when im not, and give you a hard time :) im gonna pick somewhere expensive to eat, and im not gonna finish it. if you werent a faggot who bragged about shit he doesnt have, then i wouldnt be like this. but i hate faggots and pussys like you. so hi kevin, im your worse nightmare :)

elicia

hi boo :)

tiring dayz

woke up at 9 today to go to school to do my community service with lisa x___x'' so tiredzzzz and i got in like a total 10 hourssss, i need like 5 more to go! i was so freekin hungry, and lisa had a box of like diet chips. i opened a bag of popcorn flavor rice crackers..and it was SO disgusting, like i was going to puke omgg. then around 2 me and henry walked back homez and it was so fcking hot omgg i was gonna diezzzz. i got home and washed my face and changed, then ray came to pick me up and we headed down to costa mesa for the american apparell cause he wanted to get some khaki pants. sigh it was a fail, he didn't find anything LOL and then we went across to the lab, and it was my first time around that area and it was pretty chills i must say :) and then i was superz hungry, and when i get very hungry, i start to act VERY weird LMFAOOOO so basically we just went back to his house cause free food duhz ahhah BUT we ended not eating cause there was nothings to eat and we just joked around and he was torturing me! "TOUCHDOWN" LMFAOO ahahaah oh manzzzzzz and i cant believe he didnt get it when i said " and the sea was parted" ahahhahaha yeahhh i was totally out of it forsure. so we ended up going to my house where i had food :D as i was making us some dumplings, he was making cup noodlez cause he was hungry and somehow nub burnt himself -____- i had to go get toothpaste to put it on his red middle finger LOL then after we ate the dumplings, we were still hungry so i made scrambled eggs and there was already rice made. and before you knew it, he took a nap on the couch LOLL and jeremy woke up from his nap and was crying, my gma left for temple so i was at home watching TWO babies. i got jeremy situated and went downstairs to clean up the kitchen and washed all the dishes. then i woke up the big baby and told him to go eat because the eggs were getting cold and after when he was done eating..he didnt want to wash his bowl -_________-'' L@ZY@SS! ahah but in the end he washed it and we just chilled and before you knew it again, he knocked out. like ktfo status LMFAO and the whole time he was sleeping i just played on the computer and relaxed. and around 12 he finally woke up and he went home around 30 minutes later. sigh so i have to go to school like everyday this weeeeek :( SO GAY! fckz it but anywayss heres a picture of my sleeping beauty :)

a day with the boyfriendd

so today was the shwa warehouse sale :) my alarm woke me up at 10 o'clock, called rayz to tell him to wake up, then i went back to sleeps for another 30 minutes and got ready LULz! so last night i checked the weather and it said there was going to be a chance of rain, so i wore jeans and my lines tee, and it was quite cloudy outside. around 11 rayz picked me up and we headed out to the warehouse sale, got kinda lost, so i called vincent and we found a whole bunch of hypebeasts LOL bingo. we were an hour early and not very much people were there as we expected LOLLL so we just chilled for a bit and we went in and saw all those brandsss for likee $10-$15 a tee/tank. shwa gave out a free anniversary teee if you bought a shirt from them and it was pretty coolz except the fact that it was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO fckin hot in there . like omg.. so fcking hott. rayz got like freekkin 8 tees and a flannel all for $53 and i got a vneck, tank, and a shirt for $10 :)) pretty coolz huh. then afterwards we hitted up to attic and there was nothing there, so expensive! all of rayz nudies were goneeee and i saw the nikes i wanted for only $70 but they only had it in a size 7.5 :( then we just went back to my house and slept LOL cause it was only like 2 -___- the time we usually wake up at ahhaha then around 5ish woke up and just made nooodless for the fatboy and we left around 6. ahah we didnt know where to go so we went to regalz and didnt end up watching a movie cause..idk lazyboiz ahahah we checked the movie times and just went back to the car and sat there for like a good 20 mintues saying " what do you want to do babe?" "idk... what do you want to do?" LLMFAOO then we just loitered around regals for another like hour or so. then went to mcdonalz ate a mcchicken sandwich and some fries and we both got a stomach ache from the stupid iced coffee! then went home thats it :) BLOCKLES TIME!

its been foreverrr!

damnz its been forever since ive blogged! ahhah hmm where to startt? asb camp was last tuesday and rayboiz actually woke up early and took me to bolsa. on the way there we got some free tacos from jack in the boxz which gave me like major fckin gas and made me nauseous on the whole ride to santa barbra omgg.. it was alrightt, could've been a lot better for my last year of camp but whateverzzzzz. i guess the best part about it was LMFAO performed and that was pretty damnz chill, and that david garabaldi guy is so legitss damnnnn..ahhah well patterson told me she's gonna try and get him to come to our school for $5000 for an hour! talk about bank much? the dances were pretty funz as always, but the weather was SOOO freekin cold like..FCK MAN shorts all day errday -__-'' the horchata they had there was soooo goood omgg..damnz way better than alertoz ahhaha. then came home on friday, and i totally lost my voiceee LOL it was soo coolzz B] then ray came over and we hung out, went to bella terra to get some legit hawiaan bbq and hung out there. he got the sleepy boiz so we went out to the quad area and this guy was playing his guitar and singing pretty coolz :) then he took me to my dads afterwards cause i was going camping at 5 am the next morning! ahahha so the plan was to leave at 5..but we left at 7:30 and i was SUPER freekin exhausted. and surprisingly i slept the whole 6 hour drive to yosemite, and we got there around 1ish. got lost cause of nub driving and we were lot 28 and the damn people there were lagging and didn't move out yet -___-'' and check out time was 2pm and it was already freekin 2:30!! then we finally started moving into our campsite and settled in, made some food and just hung outz. we had family friends in lot 3 so we went to go visit them and there lot was freeekin hella niceeee. they were right by the lake and little ethan is sucha freekin cutieeeeeeeeee :D then me and sean went down to the lake with them and we had to take rocky and he was scared of the water! sigh he's sucha scaredy puppy but stillzz lovee himm. then just hung out by the fire at night and it was so amazing with all the stars in the sky, like there were MILLIONS glistening in the sky, cant get any better than that. slept in my tent, and freekin heard rustling noise in the middle of the night and i got scared cause there was bear siting, but i guess it was a deer cause my dad said he saw it walking up the trail where we were. and in the morning there are so many damn yellow jacket beez like EVERYWHERE! sooo damn annoying like no joke, if you have food anywhere theyre gonna go towards you, and 3 people we knew got bit who were in lot 3. so scaryz. we all decided to go rent a patio boat for that day and go around the lake, 250 for 5 hours and it was pretty damnz niceee i must say. we just drove around, anchored, swam, fished and just relaxedd :) by the end of the day we just went back to camp, bbq a whole bunch of food and at night me, sean, my aunt eva, and uncle thanh walked to lot 3 where we hung out with them peepz. they had sucha nicer view of the stars cause there wasnt that much trees covering the sky above them. we had smores and little ethan talked about his girlfriend, and hes only 3! sooo freekin cuteeeeee :D then at night me and sean hung out by the fires and we played with fire while everyone was asleep still. we thought we found a skullz..but it was rock LOLLL then went to sleepz and when we woke up we had to start packing everything up. headed back homes and it was sooo damn hot like no jokeeee. got back home around 6 and just cleaned up unpacked and everything. it was a good week i must say and now i have to freekin get back to school shit :( schools starting sooonn NNOOOOOOOOOOOOO

it is HOT

[yesterday]
went to the mall with my mom and little brotherss cause i needed to get asb stuff and i am still not done fml. first we went to the pound cause my little brothers wanted to see the dogs and it was so SAD sighhh poor doggiesss. then to the block for forever 21, definetly could not find anything, wet seal i bought white shorts for 4 bucks hell yeahh im a bargain shopper :) then it was so hot we went to main place mall. shopped aroundddd got a dress at metropark andd afterwards i went to patterson house for the meeting/bbq/pool party. ahha pretty fun :) they made me play volleyball LMFAO got some pretty good shots i must admittt. we played the 5 finger game LOLL that was a fail. did our cheers around the campfire and it was pretty fun ahahhahah good times good timesss. slept at 4ish and now here i am


woke up showered did my usual morning routinee. my mom is in love with twilight like im not even kiddding. she watched the movie at least 5 times already and loves it -_____- poor jerbear got bug bites or somethnig ALL over his legs adn body so hes at the doctors. minzis coming over around 5-6 and GNO tongihttt :) dinner and the ugly truthhhhhhh

edit :
jcho came over and we chilled at my house till 6 and caught up cause i have missed her so :) headed to sims house to pick her up and we met up with choi at bella terra. so on the way to bella terra me, jennie, and sim were playing the license plate gamee then sim went back to her reading for a bit. and FREEKIN jennie punched me 3 times in a row and said she didnt wanna play anymore LOLL then when she was about to punchme i screamed, which made her scream , which gave me a free pass :) FSHOOO' we ate at johnny rocketssss damnnn those chili cheese fries were SOO good omggggggggg. since choi wasnt eating we took her to daphnes so she can buy some pita bread and humus something that i want right now :( we walked jennie to her car cause she had to go home and we went to go watch the ugly truth which was SO cuteeeeee :) SOMEONEE im not gonna say SIM was SOOO into it -__- she was litereally GIGGLING throughout the WHOLEEEE entire MOVIE and even after. she LOOKED,and ACTED drunk cause she was laughing so hard to the point where her face turned red, she got the hiccups, and seh didnt knoww what she was talking about. sigh that girl LOL afterwards we didnt know what to do so we went to genki living to get some crepes cause i was craving for some and it was so bomb damn we DEVOURED it :) choi had to order some for her brother and we just headed home from there. and choi is a freekin SPEED demon my goodness she drives so fast -____- LOLL but good night with my bffs :) <3

chillll dayyyy

so woke up at like 2, showered, did the usual morning routine. then me and kdang were gonna go eat but we didnt know where and since we're on a gay budget we went to COSTCO ahahah legit and cheap food man. we caught up on stuff and he said i look mexican cause im so tan -___-'' i dont fuckin look mexican. and theres nothing wrong being mexican just putting that out there! i had a coupon for the buy one get one free at jamba juice and i got white gummy bear for me and my mommyyy. we just went back to my house and chillledd cause at 7 20 irene was gonan pick me up and we were gonna go to elaines birthday bonfire. we picked up kevin at the rec center and headed there. it was pretty chilll ahha i freekin smell like ashes and weed right now -__- LOL good timezzzzz and memories though :) i reuinted with alex kang my old buddy from jr high and a guy i met at asb camp! ahahha fsho mennggg then the cops came so everyoen had to hide their drinks and we got kicked out cause it was already 10. thenn we all decided to go to eat cause we be the hungryz peeepz and ate at dennysss. and we were so fckng loud LOLLL and i ordered the wrong fckin food SIGH but johnny number one ate it so its all good :) then we took them boys homee and it was a goooodd day overalll :)

finally a goood tan

didn't sleep till freekin 6 cause i was talking to jeff and mitch and saw the sun come up, and woke up around 1. then around 2 headed to the beach with my favoriteeee cousins LOL yes i do have my favorites :) the beach was hella nicee and my tan is finally even! im like three times darker than i originally was and this timeee..i put on sunblock so forsureeee no more freekin sunburnz. causee that sunburnz was the hella gayz to the maximum. afterwards i went to britts house to chill and catch up on stuffzz. we went to cefiore and as we were walking there we saw an old scary man by the donut shop and i guess my face showed that i was creeeped out and he yelled " IM JUST AN OLD MAN" which didnt really help the fact that hes creepy LOL i ended up getting prompegrant yogurt with captn crunch and britt got cookies and cream milkshake which looked like..shit. so as we were going back we heard the old man yell " SHOVE IT UP YOUR ASS" so freekiin brittnie made me walk around the WHOLE damn plaza when we couldve just made that shortcut..but we wouldve had to encounter him again. then at her house we talkedd and did stupid shit as always. "do you not recall the last kiss we exchanged?!" " well..you gotta tell me your name" LMFAOOO whattttaaaa littttleeeeeee skank. sighh so another babysitting day again. i guess i cant really do anything about it cause tahts my contribution to helping out my family and i need to do my ap english reading shit anyways so fcks it. so that thing that happened on friday was...so stupid but w/e haha i really dgaf about it and for the first time everr i do not miss being with that person ahhah anywaysssssss hopefully my mom gets home before 8 so i can go to that bonfire cause i need a break from watching the boys andd tuesday theres an asb shiznat at pattersons housee. thenn wednesday im hanging out with seiji in the monring and choi at nighttt, she owes me dinner and we're gonan go watch the ugly truth :) im pretty sure shes just going cause she has a crush on the old guy -___-'' then thursday is kayaking day! fshoo i hope jane nungay doesnt tip me over. then friday is w/e . i cannnott wait for campp :) dangsss pretty much the only best thing about joining asb. then campiing with my family in yosemite at lake bass. LOL my stupid brother is getting us drinks and wants me to blazee with him . thenn schoool is gonan start soon..and this sucks cause im a senior already. damnnzz so fast. but im excited for this upcoming week already andd nothingss gonna bringg me down townn nigguhz